I Feel Your Pain
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I Feel Your Pain
What if the person you loved was the one causing your pain? Noughts & Crosses meets This Mortal Coil in this gripping dystopia-romance set in a future where pain is transferable but someone always pays the price.
Ever since a cataclysmic solar flare struck 150 years ago, Helical Disease has plagued the city of Alta Bay. Those infected endure excruciating pain and a blue light that crackles beneath their skin. There is no cure.
However, Dominion Pharmaceuticals has created a revolutionary treatment that transfers the disease to people with unusually high pain thresholds. These Pain Carriers feel little to no pain, and they're paid generously for their sacrifice.
Nova Williams is too focused on surviving to question the system. Castor Fox, heir to the Dominion empire, is proud of his family's legacy.
When a chance road accident throws them together, their connection is undeniable. But as they begin to fall for each other, a devastating truth comes to lightโNova is Castor's Pain Carrier.
As darker secrets about the procedure emerge, Nova and Castor must decide whether to accept a broken world . . . or risk everything to change it.
Book Details
INFORMATION
ISBN: 9780241780701
Publisher: Penguin Random House Children's UK
Format: Paperback / softback
Date Published: 25 June 2026
Country: United Kingdom
Imprint: Penguin Books Ltd
Audience: Children, Teenage
DIMENSIONS
Spine width: 35.0mm
Width: 129.0mm
Height: 198.0mm
Weight: 500g
Pages: 384
About the Author
A. M. Ellis is a speculative fiction author and lover of everything steeped in myth and mystery. Her stories often lean into diverse voices, not only in her identity as a Black woman, but in exploring neurodivergence and mental health. A proud introvert and nostalgic gamer, she lives in Maryland, USA, with her husband and three children.
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