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Before I Let Go
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From the #1 New York Times bestselling author of This Is Where It Ends comes an intense story of loss and the quest for truth.
From #1 New York Times bestselling author Marieke Nijkamp (This Is Where It Ends) comes Before I Let Go, an emotional thriller about a suspicious death, a friend desperate for answers, and their small town's sinister secrets.
Best friends Corey and Kyra were inseparable in their tiny snow-covered town of Lost Creek, Alaska. But as Kyra starts to struggle with her bipolar disorder, Corey's family moves away. Worried about what might happen in her absence, Corey makes Kyra promise that she'll stay strong during the long, dark winter.
Then, just days before Corey is to visit, Kyra dies. Corey is devastated and confused because Kyra said she wouldn't hurt herself. The entire Lost community speaks in hushed tones, saying Kyra's death was meant to be. And they push Corey away like she's a stranger.
The further Corey investigatesโand the more questions she asksโthe greater her suspicion grows. Lost is keeping secretsโchilling secrets. Can she piece together the truth about Kyra's death and survive her visit?
Perfect for readers looking for:
- Mystery books for teens
- Bipolar teen characters
- Asexual characters
Praise for Before I Let Go:
- A New York Times Bestseller!
- 2019 ALA Rainbow List
- 2018 Teen Choice Book of the Year Nominee
"With exceptional handling of everything from mental illness to guilt and a riveting, magic realist narrative, this well wrought, haunting novel will stick with readers long after the final page." โBooklist STARRED REVIEW
"Compulsive readability... Intriguingly spooky" โKirkus Reviews
"This sophomore novel from Nijkamp will haunt readers... The honest reflection of mental illness, suicide, friendship, and being an outsider provides ample topics for book discussion." โSchool Library Journal
"A reflective examination on love and returning home... Nijkamp has an uncommon talent for drawing readers deep into the psyches of her characters." โPublishers Weekly
Also by Marieke Nijkamp:
- This Is Where It Ends
- Even If We Break
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Before I Let Go by Marieke Nijkamp is appreciated for its atmospheric and immersive quality, delving into themes of grief and mystery in a remote Alaskan town. The narrative is often noted for its emotional depth and its exploration of mental health issues. However, some reviews mention that the pacing can be slow at times, and the plot may feel somewhat disjointed. The character development and the depiction of friendships are generally highlighted positively.
Book Details
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ISBN: 9781492672548
Publisher: Sourcebooks, Inc
Format: Paperback / softback
Date Published: 01 December 2017
Country: United States
Imprint: Sourcebooks, Inc
Audience: Children
DIMENSIONS
Spine width: 25.0mm
Width: 141.0mm
Height: 209.0mm
Weight: 346g
Pages: 368
About the Author
MARIEKE NIJKAMP is the #1 New York Times bestselling author of This Is Where it Ends and Before I Let Go. She is a storyteller, dreamer, globe-trotter, geek. She holds degrees in philosophy, history, and medieval studies, has served as an executive member of We Need Diverse Books, and is the founder of DiversifYA. She lives in the Netherlands. Visit her at mariekenijkamp.com.
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