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I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki

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I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki chronicles Baek Sehee's candid journey through depression and therapy over 12 weeks. A successful social media director, Baek masks her anxiety and self-doubt, struggling with the dissonance between her public facade and inner turmoil. Her dialogues with a psychiatrist reveal the patterns and behaviours keeping her trapped in cycles of self-abuse. Part memoir, part self-help, the book offers an intimate exploration of mental health and healing.
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This book will particularly resonate with young adults facing depression or anxiety, mental health advocates, and readers interested in personal growth through therapy. It's ideal for those who appreciate honest, intimate memoirs that balance vulnerability with self-help insights.

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THE PHENOMENAL KOREAN BESTSELLER
TRANSLATED BY INTERNATIONAL BOOKER SHORTLISTEE ANTON HUR

'Will strike a chord with anyone who feels that their public life is at odds with how they really feel inside.' - Red

PSYCHIATRIST: So how can I help you?
ME: I don’t know, I’m – what’s the word – depressed? Do I have to go into detail?

Baek Sehee is a successful young social media director at a publishing house when she begins seeing a psychiatrist about her – what to call it? – depression? She feels persistently low, anxious, endlessly self-doubting, but also highly judgemental of others. She hides her feelings well at work and with friends; adept at performing the calmness, even ease, her lifestyle demands. The effort is exhausting, overwhelming, and keeps her from forming deep relationships. This can't be normal.

But if she's so hopeless, why can she always summon a desire for her favourite street food, the hot, spicy rice cake, tteokbokki? Is this just what life is like?

Recording her dialogues with her psychiatrist over a 12-week period, Baek begins to disentangle the feedback loops, knee-jerk reactions, and harmful behaviours that keep her locked in a cycle of self-abuse. Part memoir, part self-help book, I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki is a book to keep close and to reach for in times of darkness.

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    _______________ SEQUEL TO THE PHENOMENAL KOREAN BESTSELLER TRANSLATED BY INTERNATIONAL BOOKER SHORTLISTEE ANTON HUR Baek Sehee could never have predicted how many people I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki would reach across the world. A runaway bestseller in South Korea, Japan, China, Indonesia, and the UK, this record of conversations with her therapist demonstrated the realities...
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    THE PHENOMENAL KOREAN BESTSELLERTRANSLATED BY INTERNATIONAL BOOKER SHORTLISTEE ANTON HUR 'Will strike a chord with anyone who feels that their public life is at odds with how they really feel inside.' - Red PSYCHIATRIST: So how can I help you?ME: I don’t know, I’m – what’s the word – depressed? Do I have to go into detail? Baek Sehee is...
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An eye-opening look into vulnerability, I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki has been a major Korean bestseller. It resonates deeply with those whose public lives differ from their inner feelings, offering authentic transcriptions of therapy sessions. Critics praise its candid, heartfelt narrative and its mission to normalise conversations about mental illness. Suitable for readers seeking awareness, understanding, and hope in their own struggles with anxiety and depression.

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Book Details

INFORMATION

ISBN: 9781526650863

Publisher: Bloomsbury Publishing PLC

Format: Hardback

Date Published: 23 June 2022

Country: United Kingdom

Imprint: Bloomsbury Publishing PLC

Contributors:

  • Translated by Anton Hur
  • Translated by Anton Hur

Audience: General / adult

DIMENSIONS

Spine width: 22.0mm

Width: 136.0mm

Height: 218.0mm

Weight: 306g

Pages: 208

About the Author

Baek Sehee studied creative writing in university before working for five years at a publishing house. For ten years, she received psychiatric treatment for dysthymia (persistent mild depression), which became the subject of her essays, and then I Want to Die, but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki, books one and two. Her favorite food was tteokbokki, and she lived with her rescue dog Jaram.

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