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From the New York Times-bestselling author of The Three Lives of Alix St Pierre and What Is Left Over After comes a modern story of motherhood, resilience and compassion. Camille works as an organ transplant nurse, counselling families through heart-rending decisions. But at home, her own...
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From the New York Times-bestselling author of The Three Lives of Alix St Pierre and What Is Left Over After comes a modern story of motherhood, resilience and compassion.
Camille works as an organ transplant nurse, counselling families through heart-rending decisions. But at home, her own daughter Addie is critically ill. When an invitation to curate an exhibit arrives from artist Jack Darcy, her late mother's lover, Camille is plunged into unresolved questions about her childhood and her mother's life.
As Addie gets sicker, Camille wonders how far she will go to save her child - and how much of herself she can give when she has everything to lose.
Book Details
INFORMATION
ISBN: 9781760993085
Publisher: Fremantle Press
Format: Paperback / softback
Date Published: 03 April 2024
Country: Australia
Imprint: Fremantle Press
Edition: 2nd ed.
Audience: General / adult
DIMENSIONS
Spine width: 21.0mm
Width: 153.0mm
Height: 232.0mm
Weight: 404g
Pages: 304
About the Author
Natasha Lester worked as a marketing executive for L’Oreal before turning her hand to writing. She won the 2008 Hungerford Award for her first novel, What is Left Over After, and has since gone on to write several historical fiction novels. When she’s not writing, she loves collecting vintage fashion and practising the art of fashion illustration. Natasha lives with her husband and three children in Perth, WA.
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