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Ever Since I Did Not Die

By Ramy Al-Asheq
Series: The Arab List
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Through seventeen powerful testimonies, Syrian-Palestinian poet Ramy Al-Asheq's Ever Since I Did Not Die is a poignant autobiographical journey that vividly depicts what it means to live through war. The texts gathered in Ever Since I Did Not Die by Syrian-Palestinian poet Ramy Al-Asheq are a... Read More
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Through seventeen powerful testimonies, Syrian-Palestinian poet Ramy Al-Asheq's Ever Since I Did Not Die is a poignant autobiographical journey that vividly depicts what it means to live through war.

The texts gathered in Ever Since I Did Not Die by Syrian-Palestinian poet Ramy Al-Asheq are a poignant record of a fateful journey. Having grown up in a refugee camp in Damascus, Al-Asheq was imprisoned and persecuted by the regime in 2011 during the Syrian Revolution. He was released from jail, only to be recaptured and imprisoned in Jordan. After escaping from prison, he spent two years in Jordan under a fake name and passport, during which he won a literary fellowship that allowed him to travel to Germany in 2014, where he now lives and writes in exile.

Through seventeen powerful testimonies, Ever Since I Did Not Die vividly depicts what it means to live through war. Exquisitely weaving the past with the present and fond memories with brutal realities, this volume celebrates resistance through words that refuse to surrender and continue to create beauty amidst destruction—one of the most potent ways to survive in the darkest of hours.

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Book Details

INFORMATION

ISBN: 9781803094540

Publisher: Seagull Books London Ltd

Format: Paperback / softback

Date Published: 08 October 2024

Country: United Kingdom

Imprint: Seagull Books London Ltd

Contributors:

  • Translated by Isis Nusair
  • Edited by Levi Thompson

Audience: General / adult

DIMENSIONS

Spine width: 10.0mm

Width: 127.0mm

Height: 216.0mm

Weight: 172g

Pages: 96

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Biography & Memoir Non-Fiction Ramy Al-Asheq Series: The Arab List

About the Author

Ramy Al-Asheq is a Berlin-based Syrian-Palestinian poet, journalist and curator. He has published five poetry collections in Arabic, and many of his texts have been translated into Bosnian, Czech, English, French, German, Kurdish, Polish, and Spanish. He launched the German-Arabic magazine FANN in 2017 and was recently selected as a fellow at the Academy of Arts in Berlin and Academy Schloss Solitude. Isis Nusair is associate professor of international studies and women’s and gender Studies at Denison University, Ohio. Levi Thompson is assistant professor of Arabic at the University of Colorado–Boulder, where he teaches courses on Middle Eastern literature and culture.

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