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This Compulsion In Us

Winner 2026 Ockham NZ Book Award for General Non-Fiction
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It's not beautiful, not at all, when it's there in front of you, but writing transforms. Makereti stands at the foot of her mounga and pays careful attention to tohu. With her tupuna at her elbow, she casts around for home, meets taonga in museums, and... Read More
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In her first book of nonfiction, prizewinning author Tina Makereti writes from inside her many intersecting lives as a wahine Māori – teacher, daughter, traveller, parent – and into a past that is as alive and changeful as the present moment.

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It's not beautiful, not at all, when it's there in front of you, but writing transforms. Makereti stands at the foot of her mounga and pays careful attention to tohu. With her tupuna at her elbow, she casts around for home, meets taonga in museums, and writes her way towards her father. She walks through the darkness with others, in awe of Te Kore, Te Po, and Te Ao Maramaβ€”a universe of potential being, dark and light. These are some of the kaupapa that underpin her work and her way of moving through the world, both enlivened and haunted by a compulsion to write.

Included here are frank and moving essays about the wahine who have shown her many ways of being a Maori woman, the pain and dark humour of living with an alcoholic, a blue boob from breast cancer treatment, and the potential of art to return power to survivors of colonialism. What if we could transform the events that made us who we are? What if there were a way back to the beginning?

By turns lyrical, personal, and critical, This Compulsion In Us is many things all at once, and an unforgettable portrait of one of Aotearoa's foremost storytellers.

Book Details

INFORMATION

ISBN: 9781776562299

Publisher: Te Herenga Waka University Press

Format: Paperback / softback

Date Published: 08 May 2025

Country: New Zealand

Imprint: Te Herenga Waka University Press

Audience: General / adult

DIMENSIONS

Width: 138.0mm

Height: 210.0mm

Weight: 250g

Pages: 320

About the Author

Tina Makereti (Te Δ€tiawa, Ngāti TΕ«wharetoa, Ngāti Rangatahi-Matakore, Pākehā) is the author of three acclaimed novels: Where the RΔ“kohu Bone Sings, The Imaginary Lives of James Pōneke, and most recently The Mires. In 2022, her essay β€˜Lumpectomy’ won the Landfall Essay Prize, and in 2016, her short story β€˜Black Milk’ won the Commonwealth Writers Short Story Prize for the Pacific Region. Her first novel won the 2014 Ngā Kupu Ora Aotearoa Māori Book Award for Fiction, also won by her short story collection, Once Upon a Time in Aotearoa, in 2011. Alongside Witi Ihimaera, she co-edited Black Marks on the White Page, an anthology that celebrates Māori and Pasifika writing. Tina has curated exhibitions on social and cultural history at Wellington Museum, Ngā Taonga Sound & Vision and the Courtenay Place light boxes, and been guest curator for book festivals. She has been awarded numerous residencies and presented her work in Australia, Frankfurt, Taipei, Jamaica, Canada and the UK. Tina teaches a Master of Arts in Creative Writing workshop at the International Institute of Modern Letters.

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