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Excuse Me While I Ugly Cry

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Excuse Me While I Ugly Cry follows Quinn, a high schooler who keeps meticulous lists of her fears and secrets. When her private journal goes missing and an anonymous account threatens to expose her most personal lists on Instagram, Quinn is blackmailed into facing seven of her worst fears. With the help of Carter Bennett, the last person known to have her journal, she embarks on a journey that challenges her to be honest, live boldly, and navigate a heartfelt romance.
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Ideal for fans of contemporary young adult romance who appreciate honest characters, emotional growth, and stories with humour and sexual tension. Recommended for readers who enjoy Jenny Han and Kristina Forest.

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Excuse Me While I Ugly Cry by debut author Joya Goffney is a story of an overly enthusiastic list maker who is blackmailed into completing a to-do list of all her worst fears. It's a heartfelt, tortured, contemporary YA high school romance. Fans of Jenny Han's To All the Boys I've Loved Before and Kristina Forest's I Wanna Be Where You Are will love the juicy secrets and leap-off-the-page sexual tension.

"A hilarious and swoonworthy story." --Kristina Forest, author of Now That I've Found You

"A fun, emotionally rich romance with a sweet, imperfect character who will win your heart." --Liara Tamani, author of All the Things We Never Knew

Quinn keeps lists of everythingβ€”from the days she's ugly cried, to "Things That I Would Never Admit Out Loud" and all the boys she'd like to kiss. Her lists keep her sane. By writing her fears on paper, she never has to face them in real life. That is, until her journal goes missing...

Then an anonymous account posts one of her lists on Instagram for the whole school to see and blackmails her into facing seven of her greatest fears, or else her entire journal will go public. Quinn doesn't know who to trust. Desperate, she teams up with Carter Bennettβ€”the last known person to have her journalβ€”in a race against time to track down the blackmailer.

Together, they journey through everything Quinn's been too afraid to face, and along the way, Quinn finds the courage to be honest, to live in the moment, and to fall in love.

A Junior Library Guild Gold Standard Selection

Epic Reads Recommended Pick at Target

A Kirkus Children's Best Book of 2021

Book Details

INFORMATION

ISBN: 9780063024809

Publisher: HarperCollins Publishers Inc

Format: Paperback / softback

Date Published: 01 February 2022

Country: United States

Imprint: Collins

Audience: Teenage

DIMENSIONS

Spine width: 25.0mm

Width: 130.0mm

Height: 201.0mm

Weight: 272g

Pages: 384

About the Author

Joya Goffney grew up in New Waverly, a small town in East Texas. In high school, she challenged herself with to-do lists full of risk-taking items, like "hug a random boy" and "eat a cricket," which inspired her debut novel, Excuse Me While I Ugly Cry, followed by her acclaimed second book, Confessions of an Alleged Good Girl, both of which received starred reviews and stellar buzz from BookRiot, PopSugar, Buzzfeed, and YALSA Best Fiction and Kirkus Best Book accolades. With a passion for Black social psychology, she moved out of the countryside to attend the University of Texas in Austin and has since settled in Houston. Visit her online at joyagoffney.com.

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