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Awake

A brutally honest memoir from New York Times bestselling author, Jen Hatmaker
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I cannot think of a single person who wouldn't find hope and inspiration in these pages. - Mel Robbins This book doesn't just speak to your heart, it revives it. - Jenna Kutcher Perfect for fans of Untamed, Awake is a powerful memoir of self-discovery, authenticity,... Read More
Format: Hardback
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Perfect for fans of Untamed, Awake is a warm and powerful memoir of self-discovery, authenticity and rebuilding a life after divorce - and a moving account of one woman's courage to challenge the oppressive rules of her patriarchal US church community.

The new Untamed: a warm and powerful memoir of self-discovery, authenticity and rebuilding a life after divorce - and a moving account of one woman's courage to challenge the oppressive rules of her patriarchal US church community.

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I cannot think of a single person who wouldn't find hope and inspiration in these pages. - Mel Robbins

This book doesn't just speak to your heart, it revives it. - Jenna Kutcher

Perfect for fans of Untamed, Awake is a powerful memoir of self-discovery, authenticity, and finding the courage to rethink and rebuild your life after heartbreak. A truly brilliant read, it's also a fascinating account of a woman learning to question the rules of the oppressively patriarchal US church in which she grew up.

At 2.30 a.m. on July 11, 2020, author and mother-of-five Jen Hatmaker woke up to her husband of twenty-six years voice texting his girlfriend in bed next to her. Life as she knew it was over. In Awake, she scrutinises the toxic systems that led to the end of her marriage, sharing intimate, sometimes hilariously hard moments along the way.

Beautifully written and shot through with deep emotion, this is a story of hope and resilience, of unpicking the past and challenging limitations around the kind of person you can be. It's a love letter to friendship, family and the power of community, and a roadmap showing how to cope, survive and even thrive when all seems lost.

Book Details

INFORMATION

ISBN: 9781035081929

Publisher: Pan Macmillan

Format: Hardback

Date Published: 25 September 2025

Country: United Kingdom

Imprint: Bluebird

Audience: General / adult

DIMENSIONS

Spine width: 26.0mm

Width: 137.0mm

Height: 217.0mm

Weight: 326g

Pages: 320

About the Author

Jen Hatmaker is an author, podcaster, speaker, advocate, educator and mother. She is the author of four New York Times bestsellers, speaks frequently to large audiences, runs courses and book club communities. Guests on her podcast For The Love include Brenรฉ Brown, Glennon Doyle, Roxane Gay, Melinda French-Gates and Jada Pinkett-Smith.

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