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If This Gets Out

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If This Gets Out by Cale Dietrich and Sophie Gonzales is a captivating Young Adult novel about two members of a globally popular boy band who grapple with their growing feelings for each other. The story explores themes of identity, friendship, and the pressures of fame, all while navigating the public eye and the limitations it imposes on their personal lives. As they strive to be true to themselves, they must decide how much they are willing to risk for love.
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Young adult fiction enthusiasts might enjoy this book for its heartfelt exploration of fame, friendship, and self-discovery. It offers a captivating story about two members of a boy band navigating their secret relationship amid the pressures of stardom. If you appreciate characters dealing with complex emotions and challenging societal expectations, this might be the right fit for you.

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One of the world's biggest boy bands. A secret love. What happens if the world finds out? A queer YA boy band romance from Sophie Gonzales and Cale Dietrich, perfect for fans of Only Mostly Devastated and What If It's Us.

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If This Gets Out is an absolute showstopper! Equal parts edgy and adorable, this bright, joyful book has everything I look for in a queer YA romance." - Phil Stamper, bestselling author of The Gravity of Us

One of the world's biggest boy bands. A secret love. What happens if the world finds out? A queer YA boy band romance from Sophie Gonzales and Cale Dietrich, perfect for fans of Only Mostly Devastated and What If It's Us.

Eighteen-year-olds Ruben Montez and Zach Knight are two members of the boy-band Saturday, one of the biggest acts in America. Along with their bandmates, Angel Phan and Jon Braxton, the four are teen heartbreakers in front of the cameras and best friends backstage. But privately, cracks are starting to form: their once-easy rapport is straining under the pressures of fame, and Ruben confides in Zach that he's feeling smothered by management's pressure to stay in the closet.

On a whirlwind tour through Europe, with both an unrelenting schedule and minimal supervision, Ruben and Zach come to rely on each other more and more, and their already close friendship evolves into a romance. But when they decide they're ready to tell their fans and live freely, Zach and Ruben start to truly realise that they will never have the support of their management. How can they hold tight to each other when the whole world seems to want to come between them?

"Deftly explores the dark side of fame and the giddy thrill of first - and forbidden - love." - Mackenzi Lee, New York Times bestselling author

"A sweet and swoon-worthy romance. Zach and Ruben are a pitch-perfect duet!" - Caleb Roehrig, author of Last Seen Leaving

"Dazzles . . . with a narrative of queer boy-bandmates who wrestle with newfound fame, and newfound feelings for each other. Readers will fall in love." - Adam Sass, author of Surrender Your Sons

"Blends the ache and the beauty of coming out under the lights of celebrity with the ways in which queer love is told to stay hidden, even when it's the only thing keeping the music going." - L.C. Rosen, author of Camp

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If This Gets Out by Cale Dietrich and Sophie Gonzales has received praise for its authentic portrayal of life in a boy band, capturing the pressures of fame and the complexities of self-discovery and romance. Readers appreciate the chemistry between the main characters and the book's exploration of themes like identity, self-acceptance, and the impact of media scrutiny on personal lives. It's well-regarded for its engaging narrative and heartfelt depiction of friendships and relationships.

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INFORMATION

ISBN: 9781444963793

Publisher: Hachette Children's Group

Format: Paperback / softback

Date Published: 06 January 2022

Country: United Kingdom

Imprint: Hodder Children's Books

Audience: Teenage

DIMENSIONS

Spine width: 38.0mm

Width: 128.0mm

Height: 196.0mm

Weight: 340g

Pages: 416

About the Author

Sophie Gonzales (Author)

Sophie Gonzales is a YA contemporary author. She graduated from the University of Adelaide and lives in Adelaide, Australia. When she isn't writing, she can be found ice skating, performing in musical theatre, and practicing the piano.

Cale Dietrich (Author)

Cale Dietrich is a YA devotee, lifelong gamer, and tragic pop punk enthusiast. He was born in Perth, grew up on the Gold Coast, and now lives in Brisbane, Australia.

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