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Love as Always, Mum xxx

The true and terrible story of surviving a childhood with Fred and Rose West
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Love as Always, Mum xxx by Mae West is a poignant memoir delving into the author's challenging upbringing under the care of her troubled mother, who faced her own battles with mental health. Through heartfelt letters exchanged between Mae and her mother during her childhood, the book uncovers themes of love, resilience, and the enduring desire for connection despite adversity. This deeply personal narrative offers insight into the complexities of family relationships and the impact they leave on one's life.
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You might enjoy this heart-wrenching true story if you are intrigued by tales of resilience and the complexities of family relationships. This gripping memoir offers a deeply personal account of a challenging childhood, exploring themes of survival, hope, and forgiveness that leave a lasting impact.

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The true story of an abused childhood, of shocking brutality and life as the daughter of notorious serial killer, and master manipulator, Rose West.

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Love as Always, Mum xxx is a chilling memoir by Mae West, the daughter of mass murderer Fred West and his wife Rose, that unveils the savage cruelty of her upbringing in 25 Cromwell Street, Gloucester. As described by the Daily Mail, this account offers a haunting insight into her life.

"Mae, I mean this ... I'm not a good person and I let all you children down ..." - Rose West, HM PRISON DURHAM

It has taken Mae over 20 years to gain the perspective and strength to tell her remarkable story. Her narrative is one of an abusive and violent childhood, of living with serial killer parents, and how she has endeavoured to rebuild her life in the shadow of their horrific crimes.

Through her own memories, meticulous research, and the letters her mother wrote to her from prison, Mae delivers an emotionally powerful account of life as a West. From being a toddler locked in the deathly basement to a teenager combating the sexual advances of her father, Mae's journey is one of survival.

Her story raises profound questions: How do you come to terms with knowing your childhood bedroom was a graveyard? How do you accept that your parents sexually tortured, murdered, and dismembered young women? How do you become a mother yourself when you're haunted by the knowledge that your own mother was a monster? Why were you spared, and how do you escape the nightmare?

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ISBN: 9781841883298

Publisher: Orion Publishing Co

Format: Paperback / softback

Date Published: 30 May 2019

Country: United Kingdom

Imprint: Seven Dials

Audience: General / adult

DIMENSIONS

Spine width: 28.0mm

Width: 128.0mm

Height: 196.0mm

Weight: 291g

Pages: 320

About the Author

Mae West moved from Gloucester as soon as she could. She has rebuilt a life for herself and her family, but still lives in the shadow of her parents' crimes.

Neil McKay has written extensively for radio, television and film to great acclaim. He met Mae whilst writing Appropriate Adult, a drama about Fred West, for which he received the Writer's Guild of Great Britain award for best single drama. Other credits include This is Personal: The Hunt for the Yorkshire Ripper, which won the broadcast award for best single drama, and See no Evil: The Moors Murders, which won the BAFTA for best drama series.

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