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When I'm Dead

A gripping, heart-pounding thriller about a missing teen, a mother’s secrets, and the deadly cost of the truth (Black Harbor 3)
Series: Black Harbor
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When I'm Dead is nigh-on impossible to put down – BookPage One girl murdered. Another one missing. And a medical examiner desperate to uncover the truth. Medical Examiner Rowan Winthorp investigates the death of her daughter's best friend. Yet just hours later, she makes the devastating... Read More
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Medical Examiner Rowan Winthorp is thrust into a nightmare when her daughter’s best friend is murdered – and hours later, her own daughter, Chloe, goes missing. As Rowan and her husband dig into the mystery, they uncover shocking secrets about Chloe and are forced to confront the truths they never knew. Amid grief and hidden sins, Rowan learns that karma has finally come calling.

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When I'm Dead is nigh-on impossible to put down – BookPage

One girl murdered. Another one missing. And a medical examiner desperate to uncover the truth.

Medical Examiner Rowan Winthorp investigates the death of her daughter's best friend. Yet just hours later, she makes the devastating discovery that her own daughter, Chloe, has vanished. A morbid trail of clues forces Rowan and her husband to question how deeply they really knew their daughter. As they work closely to peel back the layers of this case, they begin to unearth disturbing details about Chloe and her secret transgressions.

Amidst the noise of navigating her newfound grief and reconciling the sins of her past, an undeniable fact rings true for Rowan: karma has finally come to collect.

Series: Black Harbor

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  • Hello, Transcriber
    The future of crime fiction is named Hannah Morrissey. - Alex Finlay Every night, police transcriber Hazel Greenlee listens as detectives divulge Black Harbor's gruesome crimes. Hazel, an aspiring novelist, believes that writing a book could be her only ticket out of this frozen hellscape. Her life isn't exactly brimming with inspiration until her neighbour confesses to hiding the corpse...
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Book Details

INFORMATION

ISBN: 9781835013908

Publisher: Bedford Square Publishers

Format: Paperback / softback

Date Published: 26 February 2026

Country: United Kingdom

Imprint: Bedford Square Publishers

Audience: General / adult

DIMENSIONS

Width: 129.0mm

Height: 198.0mm

Weight: 250g

Pages: 320

About the Author

Hannah Morrissey is the USA Today Best Selling Author of the Black Harbor Suspense Series. A three-decade survivor of Wisconsin winters, Hannah enjoys putting her characters (and readers) in bone-chilling atmospheres that permeate beyond the page. Naturally, her books have carved out their own sub-genre of 'Midwestern Noir'. Between roles of bookseller and copywriter, Hannah was inspired to write her debut novel while transcribing reports for her local police department. Far from home in a grim, crime-ridden city, it was her job to sit alone in the dead of night, listen, and type as detectives divulged the city's darkest secrets. There, she realized that every case was a story, and every story started with the same two words: 'Hello, Transcriber.'

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