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Keep Me Never

By Meagan Brandy
Series: Boys of Avix
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The fourth interconnected standalone in the universe of TikTok sensation Say You Swear, from USA Today bestselling author Meagan Brandy. Full of angst, heat, and set against the background of college football, this series is perfect for fans of Chloe Walsh and Elle Kennedy. On the... Read More
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"From USA Today bestselling author Meagan Brandy comes another highly anticipated spinoff to the viral TikTok sensation Say You Swear"-- Provided by publisher.

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The fourth interconnected standalone in the universe of TikTok sensation Say You Swear, from USA Today bestselling author Meagan Brandy. Full of angst, heat, and set against the background of college football, this series is perfect for fans of Chloe Walsh and Elle Kennedy.

On the outside, it looks like I've got it all together. I'm killing it on the football field, pushing harder than ever before and breaking league records.

But on the inside, I'm a mess, the pressure of the game too much, the betrayal from someone I trusted weighing me down with every breath.

I'm drowning and there's no one to pull me up.

Until her.

I tried to stay away, to keep my distance so I wouldn't ruin us both, but I was powerless against her.

She's everything I didn't know I wanted and more than I could ever deserve.

That right there is how I knew I couldn't keep her, but that didn't stop me from falling in love with her.

Just when I think maybe I'm becoming the man I want to be, my world comes crashing down around me, and I'm faced with a choice that has the power to break us both.

Suddenly, I'm right back where I started.

I'm the guy with nothing to give—and she's the girl who deserves the world.

Tropes to love:

  • Football romance
  • Angsty slow burn
  • Broken golden boy
  • Healing through love

Praise for the Boys of Avix:

"A TRULY EXQUISITE & EPIC LOVE STORY...PERFECTLY UNFORGETTABLE!" -- TheMasqueReader

"Best book I have ever read. Hands down. Meagan just blew my mind, shattered my soul, and somehow glued me back together." -- Goodreads Review

"Meagan Brandy weaves an unforgettably heartrending story about friendship and falling in love that touches everywhere. The off-the-charts angst was the sweetest torture of all." -- Bookalicious Babes Blog

"The best of the best from Meagan Brandy. And the swooniest and impossibly perfect hero she has ever created." -- PP's Bookshelf

"The characters, chemistry, and story will keep you glued to the pages from beginning to end!! Absolutely brilliant!" -- All Encompassing Books

Series: Boys of Avix

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    If she isn't mine in the end, I'll still be hers. It's torture, but it's true... For years, I've dreamt of what college life could bring and while some things changed, there was always one constant. It didn't matter how wild I allowed my imagination to run, my future was clear, and he was it. Until suddenly, he wasn't. Now...
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  • Keep Me Never
    The fourth interconnected standalone in the universe of TikTok sensation Say You Swear, from USA Today bestselling author Meagan Brandy. Full of angst, heat, and set against the background of college football, this series is perfect for fans of Chloe Walsh and Elle Kennedy. On the outside, it looks like I've got it all together. I'm killing it on the...
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  • Keep Me Never
    The fourth interconnected standalone in the universe of Say You Swear, from bestselling author Meagan Brandy.     On the outside, it looks like I've got it all together. I'm killing it on the football field, pushing harder than ever before and breaking league records.     But on the inside, I'm drowning and there's no one to pull me up....
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  • Promise Me Not
    The second book in the Boys of Avix universe of TikTok sensation Say You Swear, from bestselling author Meagan Brandy. When Payton ran away from her hometown, she left behind her toxic mother, her senior year of high school, and the best friend who had become the love of her life—and the father of the baby she was carrying. Still,...
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  • Say You Swear
    From TikTok sensation Meagan Brandy comes the first in the heartfelt, romantic Boys of Avix series. Her brother's best friend broke her heart, but what happens when his new teammate wants to put it back together? Arianna Johnson has been dreaming of what college life might bring, and it's finally coming over the horizon as she and her friends plan...
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Book Details

INFORMATION

ISBN: 9781464221941

Publisher: Bloom Books

Format: Paperback / softback

Date Published: 04 November 2025

Country: United States

Imprint: Bloom Books

Audience: General / adult

DIMENSIONS

Spine width: 27.0mm

Width: 136.0mm

Height: 204.0mm

Weight: 318g

Pages: 384

Collections

Contemporary Romance Fiction General Fiction Meagan Brandy Romance Series: Boys of Avix Sports Romance

About the Author

USA Today and Wall Street Journal bestselling author Meagan Brandy writes New Adult romance books with a twist. She is a candy crazed, jukebox junkie who tends to speak in lyrics. Born and raised in California, she is a married mother of three crazy boys who keep her bouncing from one sports field to another, depending on the season, and she wouldn't have it any other way. Starbucks is her best friend and words are her sanity.

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