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Why I am Not an Atheist

The Confessions of a Sceptical Believer
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Celebrated author Christopher Beha recounts his struggle with the most urgent questions and makes an earnest appeal for readers to seek out answers of their own. What can I know? What must I do? What may I hope? Twenty-five years ago, celebrated author Christopher Beha gave... Read More
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Celebrated author Christopher Beha recounts his struggle with the most urgent questions and makes an earnest appeal for readers to seek out answers of their own.

What can I know? What must I do? What may I hope?

Twenty-five years ago, celebrated author Christopher Beha gave up on God. After reading Bertrand Russell's classic text Why I Am Not a Christian, he became a committed atheist, certain that his days of belief were behind him. A youthful brush with mortality soon set Beha on a decades-long quest for meaning in a godless world.

Why I Am Not an Atheist tells the story of this search for secular answers and along the way, Beha traces the development of what he understands to be the two major atheist worldviewsβ€”scientific materialism and romantic idealism. Beha's passage leads him to the surprising conclusion that faith preserves the best of both traditions while offering a complete and coherent picture of reality.

This deeply personal yet universal investigation delves into suffering, mortality and ultimate meaning, calling readers to take up these questions for themselves.

Ebury Vineβ€”The Home Of Christian Living. Drawing on the deep roots of Christianity to cultivate curious minds and inspire faith-informed growth.

Book Details

INFORMATION

ISBN: 9781911764007

Publisher: Ebury Publishing

Format: Hardback

Date Published: 19 February 2026

Country: United Kingdom

Imprint: Ebury Vine

Audience: General / adult, Tertiary education, Professional and scholarly

DIMENSIONS

Spine width: 39.0mm

Width: 164.0mm

Height: 242.0mm

Weight: 652g

Pages: 432

About the Author

Christopher Beha is the former editor of Harper's Magazine and the author of four previous books, including The Index of Self-Destructive Acts, which was nominated for the 2020 National Book Award.

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